Ok... this has nothing to do with theatre... Or even my bitching about theatre... This is a random observation on something that hits me occasionally...
How is it that when I'm haveing a compleatly non-noteworthy day, I can all of a sudden be having a miserable day, for reasons I can't see?... I'm used to a day being ruined by a client in some way... I'm used to it going south over and employee, or my partner... I can understand the bottom falling out if you get dumpped, or some family tragedy... It can happen due to a traffic accident, or just someone cutting you off in traffic... Hell there are a million ways to ruin a perfectly good or even adequate day... The thing I don't get is how I can manage to swing around 180 degrees in almost the blink of an eye, and there is not one single reason I can put my finger on... Not even a vague idea...
No, its not alcohol related, as it happens at times without haveing consumed any... It only happens when I'm away from my apartment, and it only happens at night... So I have to beleave its some kind of outside factor involved... Its not like this is a common deal... Once every few months at most... So am I having a bad day and not noticeing it?... Am I picking up on someone else's bad mood?... Is someone slighting me without my knowing it?...
Hell I don't mind having a bad day... I accept that they are part of life, and don't buy in to the idea that one should be happy all the time... What really ticks me off is not knowing who or what to direct the anger at... What a pain...
(and now, I swear, I'm going to post something theatre related in the next post... This current string of posts has pretty much sucked...)
Posted by Backstage at March 18, 2004 04:37 PM | TrackBack